time waster

I am such a time-waster.
I spent 1 more hour everyday hanging around websites with various meaningless posts and news. when back to myself, face to my laptop, open my papers and books, i realize how many things left to me. how could i make all those done in time! then maybe for 1 hour or 2, i will be engaged in my works and i would find hundreds of reasons to get myself relax after that and wander on internet. how am i supposed to do to get my self screwed up?

a hard beginning

blogging in english is really hard to me even i am now living in a english-speaking country . that's the reason i run this blog and plan to make every entry in english.

since the first day coming into this country, i've been afraid of everything in that i have to speak english, like meeting with Prof.; talking with classmates; communicating when doing business outside. it's torturing because you have to do it everyday and you realize you cannot be good at what seems like everyone's good at.

i am fond of english TV play; i can read english articles with no difficulty. speaking is the only thorn in my fresh.

now i am starting this blog, good luck to me.

a hard beginning make a good ending i wish.