innocent

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I swear I was innocent of it and yet I have to wait since this. I just watched several small videos online about Faye Wong which were accessible in HTTP sources I believe.

But she is so lovely. I enjoyed her showings on talk-shows, her live concert.... very good rest for me seeing her performances. I've been thinking her as a friends rather than a star, nor an idol; a friend no communication, but understanding and sympathizing.

OK, now I had a chance opening my papers and reading them, away from wandering the internet, cannot be accessible actually. I was coming to library for spelling out my paper after all. :P

first questioned in class

this is really a new start. I got my very first questioning from the instructor today. as you could imagine, i began my answer with: "I'm sorry?" The instructor repeated the question and I followed him with pieces of sentenses, and when it went to my part, i gave a right answer! God bless me!

In fact, it would be more convincible that the Prof saying "very good" is an encourage than the judgement of my answer. it is his kindness i need to mind. my performance is truely poor .

New week, new start

after a whole week free of classes, i hardly remember how to walk in the classroom. i took one more minutes figuring out which classroom today's class is in.
Dear god, i love no-class time! feel free to arrange my time either stay at home or study in library. i kinda full of the schedule thing. for each lecture, i need a preparation, as well as a review just because of my poor english. lecture-listening is nothing interesing to me at least now. i hate that i have no questiones to ask during classes. i spent more time on clearing my listening other than knowledge i need from the class. people say you will feel better when time goes on. and i say monday is another new start. good luck to me.

time waster

I am such a time-waster.
I spent 1 more hour everyday hanging around websites with various meaningless posts and news. when back to myself, face to my laptop, open my papers and books, i realize how many things left to me. how could i make all those done in time! then maybe for 1 hour or 2, i will be engaged in my works and i would find hundreds of reasons to get myself relax after that and wander on internet. how am i supposed to do to get my self screwed up?

a hard beginning

blogging in english is really hard to me even i am now living in a english-speaking country . that's the reason i run this blog and plan to make every entry in english.

since the first day coming into this country, i've been afraid of everything in that i have to speak english, like meeting with Prof.; talking with classmates; communicating when doing business outside. it's torturing because you have to do it everyday and you realize you cannot be good at what seems like everyone's good at.

i am fond of english TV play; i can read english articles with no difficulty. speaking is the only thorn in my fresh.

now i am starting this blog, good luck to me.

a hard beginning make a good ending i wish.