don't let youself down

All of a sudden, you will be beaten by a fact you just recalled, that you reacted as a fool once, even in front of someone no need to care about. Then the worse coming, not the fact that was important, but WAS the hopeless fool thing you were keep doing. You never stop giving yourself reflection, thinking and hope. But barriers are there, everywhere...... You can't help on your own. Perhalps it's still an excuse what just make you dumped. Time will change nothing unless you enrich it with... what?.... tries?... struggles?